so today i’ve been pretty icky. i left work after trying to be there for 2 hours. my stomach is just not happy. at times i’m nauseas but there’s also this pain that is associated with it at times. i don’t know why. i haven’t eaten anything out of the ordinary. but it’s 9:57 pm now and it’s still here. at times it’s ok but then at times it’s definitely not. i hate it. so i came home, watched Valentine’s Day, snacked on some bread, mountain dew, and crackers, tried to nap, and then watched another movie that i now can’t remember. oh well. i feel like it was a wasted day – and it was. but it would be more fulfilling if i felt better.

tomorrow i go to the ent for a follow-up on these polyps on my vocal cords. i’ve been on a prescription acid reflux med for a month or so now and i’m hoping it’s doing it’s trick. we’ll see. my voice does seem to be a little better at times but then other times it feels like it’s the same. not having to deal with heartburn is a good thing out of this whole episode but also makes me wonder if i really have it. don’t worry. i’ve done my webmd research and know it’s possible to have “silent acid reflux”. i’m just saying.

i’m also torn here because i’ve been thinking about turning this blog into my own thoughts as well. i mean, they are my thoughts right now but it’s more of the adventures and events we do, not daily thoughts. i’m not sure if it’s something i want to be available for everyone of if i want to keep you all at arms lengths (that is ALL you who read). Ha!

i’m also currently in a Bible study at work. crazy i know. but a few women get together at lunch on tuesday and have a study. it’s not directly just Bible study. when i started in they were just picking up the book called “Battlefield of the Mind” by Joyce Meyer. funny thing is i had picked this book up from the bookstore during my “book binge” after my dad had passed. so i thought it was kind of nice and funny that i already had it. i’m enjoying it so far, although i’m a few chapters behind due to missing during camp, and haven’t had the time to get caught up yet. it’s all about getting the negative out of your thought process and how it relates to spiritual warfare. i need this. so i hope to really pay attention and read it and not just “read” it.

well i feel like i just caught you up on life and things for me. everything is going well. the job is good. brady is good. molly is good. the house is getting back into order, although i have many many thoughts of the next projects to undertake. i feel we may be here a little longer than i had thought so i now want to make this house our home.

if any of you have insight on growing herbs indoors let me know. i’m thinking of trying a few and hanging them with these ikea pots. they hang on a wall system. we’ll see how this goes. in the end they would still look nice with fake plants in them. i’m not much of a green thumb.